shit

I'm spiraling, I don't want to be spiraling but I'm spiraling. All I feel is rage and the urge to cry right now, I'm having trouble breathing, and I can't do this I can't I got school work to do. I need to snap out of it, but I can't, I can't do anything I never could. I just want to take a bat to something that'll shatter, I just want to go to sleep, I just want to remember something I could do to fix this. Everything seemed to have bailed on me. I don't know what started this or when. I want to exerscie it out, somethimes that helps, but Hank and his friend are downstairs, and I can't breath anymore. I'm trying to cry, and it's not working. I want to kill something a little. I want to rip at something. I'm feeling a little overwhelmed. and I think it's all gone to hell now. I Think it's finally caught up with me.