Saturday, December 27, 2008
New Laptop New Year
I got the laptop up and running, guiding dad through the process and now I have 24/7 internet access I COULDN'T BE HAPPIER. I'm really getting serious about my weight, joing a few guilds on gaia about weightloss, and actively participating in them. I bought knitting and crochet needles, and plan to take it back up again. I feel like this time, I'm doing some shit right. Though my exercise work ethic leaves something to be desired (as does the food selections around the house) I'm blaming them on being out of my normal routine. Dad promises a pass to cardnial fitness, but I'm worried he'll see my grades first, which aren't that hot. Should I give him a heads up? I don't know, I'm thinking of just stealing the envelope. I'm also plan on cooking my own meals from now on, I just need to draw up a grocery list. I think this year is the year, I really do this time.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Also
I kind of want to go to the groceries and buy some supplies for my new diet regim, also the new vouge that came out today. Alas, no money. I also want the Clip and a few other things, I can only hope for money this year, I should of made Kali buy me a year worths of subsricptions instead of that friggin mug. Oh well, at least the mug will have nostagia value, especially since I'm getting her the Jasmine Mug (I'm getting the Belle)
Still I want groceries, healthy snacks, I have a recipe for Honeycomb I want to do for christmas, and a few dinners I want for myself, sucks. But dad is weighing in at a whooping 242 pounds and maybe that'll make him sympathic to my cause. I know my desire to rid the entire house of junk food in a cleansing ceramonie involving mulitple trash bags and surpressed rage will probably never happen, and that my healthy lifestyle won't happen till I Move out but I still want to lose some weight, I should be getting mroe fucking support than this, but whatever. I'm over it, dad sounded skittish about letting me join Cardinels, I have no idea why. But fuck him, I just hope it'll get warmer so I can jog outside for awhile. Bring Kess, she looks starved for action.
When me and Veronica move in together--I have a feeling that she won't puss out, she's reliable in that way--I'll get a dog, I'm up in the air about it, because I have a love hate relationship with them, and we're already going to have two cats (kikyo's is her, and I plan on getting a russian blue or something similar) I want a Great Pyrness, or a New Foundland Shepard, maybe a Chow Chow or an Irish Wolfhound, something huge, but loveable (like me). But now I'm thinking along the lines of a great dane or a Dalmation, those things can run for days, (I do want to jog) and virtually hairless (making cleaning a non burden) If I get them in their puppy-hood and train them right I'm sure they'll be fine. Awesome even. I'll walk them two or three times a day, it'll be good to have that sort of responisbility. We're also planning on a garden, fresh healthy produce that I can cook, and then store for the winter. I'm planning on squash, peppers, strawberries, peas, and beans, maybe tomatos, celery and lettuce, carrots! For plants I want roses, all around the fence line, roses. I know ver has plans for other plants, but i also want a sunflower plant, god I love sunflowers. We're also planning on Herbs, lots of them, We won't even have to go to the produce section of the store, except for citrus frutis of coures, and ginger, which doesn't do well in this soil aparently. We also will have house plants, which will house our plants in winter, waiting for spring, as well as some house plants, like my vine, and maybe paper whites and zinnas. She wants a place for her bio-stuff, and a desktop of Horrors, full of carnivous plants, we'll have books shelves as room dividers, and paint the walls, I have no idea where the money is coming from, but it's so nice to dream. And i'll take the dog and jog every morning, go to class, go to work, then work in the garden all evening and during the weekends, intersperse with time at the gym and cook rich balanced meals for everyone. She'll go to class, study, work, and eat what I cook here, we'll live at half-price books and read and watch T.V. series and argue over food. We'll have so much fun, it'll be ridiculous. I can't wait for the day I'm out of this hell hole
Still I want groceries, healthy snacks, I have a recipe for Honeycomb I want to do for christmas, and a few dinners I want for myself, sucks. But dad is weighing in at a whooping 242 pounds and maybe that'll make him sympathic to my cause. I know my desire to rid the entire house of junk food in a cleansing ceramonie involving mulitple trash bags and surpressed rage will probably never happen, and that my healthy lifestyle won't happen till I Move out but I still want to lose some weight, I should be getting mroe fucking support than this, but whatever. I'm over it, dad sounded skittish about letting me join Cardinels, I have no idea why. But fuck him, I just hope it'll get warmer so I can jog outside for awhile. Bring Kess, she looks starved for action.
When me and Veronica move in together--I have a feeling that she won't puss out, she's reliable in that way--I'll get a dog, I'm up in the air about it, because I have a love hate relationship with them, and we're already going to have two cats (kikyo's is her, and I plan on getting a russian blue or something similar) I want a Great Pyrness, or a New Foundland Shepard, maybe a Chow Chow or an Irish Wolfhound, something huge, but loveable (like me). But now I'm thinking along the lines of a great dane or a Dalmation, those things can run for days, (I do want to jog) and virtually hairless (making cleaning a non burden) If I get them in their puppy-hood and train them right I'm sure they'll be fine. Awesome even. I'll walk them two or three times a day, it'll be good to have that sort of responisbility. We're also planning on a garden, fresh healthy produce that I can cook, and then store for the winter. I'm planning on squash, peppers, strawberries, peas, and beans, maybe tomatos, celery and lettuce, carrots! For plants I want roses, all around the fence line, roses. I know ver has plans for other plants, but i also want a sunflower plant, god I love sunflowers. We're also planning on Herbs, lots of them, We won't even have to go to the produce section of the store, except for citrus frutis of coures, and ginger, which doesn't do well in this soil aparently. We also will have house plants, which will house our plants in winter, waiting for spring, as well as some house plants, like my vine, and maybe paper whites and zinnas. She wants a place for her bio-stuff, and a desktop of Horrors, full of carnivous plants, we'll have books shelves as room dividers, and paint the walls, I have no idea where the money is coming from, but it's so nice to dream. And i'll take the dog and jog every morning, go to class, go to work, then work in the garden all evening and during the weekends, intersperse with time at the gym and cook rich balanced meals for everyone. She'll go to class, study, work, and eat what I cook here, we'll live at half-price books and read and watch T.V. series and argue over food. We'll have so much fun, it'll be ridiculous. I can't wait for the day I'm out of this hell hole
TRANS-SIBERIAN ORCHESTRA!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
Awesome! Put rock concerts to shame really. Sure it got a little Christian Rock at times, but whatever yeah. A lot of songs were mopey and sad and making you think about shit, but when they decided to rock they fucking ROCKED man. The violinist (a girl adn a guy) were running around the stage hopping, head-banging, getting into string fights with the three guitarists. The guitarist came down on a floating fucking platform which was cool. THe Lasers and pryokenitics were awesoem and athe nose bleeds we got (were were second row from the very top) got all smokey, which was cool. The keyboards spun, the guys all sang in this really deep voice. The girls hit high C's it was awesome. They ran around the audience with the road crew following them like pressed upon hand maidens, a voilinist and guitarist got on another floating platform that spew sparks, they had a fog machine. Violinist head banged while playing. The 4 girl singers were dancing in unison, complete with hair flips. For three hours. I can't get that kind of energy up for free laptops. Still it's great, I'm adding them to my stalk list.
Awesome! Put rock concerts to shame really. Sure it got a little Christian Rock at times, but whatever yeah. A lot of songs were mopey and sad and making you think about shit, but when they decided to rock they fucking ROCKED man. The violinist (a girl adn a guy) were running around the stage hopping, head-banging, getting into string fights with the three guitarists. The guitarist came down on a floating fucking platform which was cool. THe Lasers and pryokenitics were awesoem and athe nose bleeds we got (were were second row from the very top) got all smokey, which was cool. The keyboards spun, the guys all sang in this really deep voice. The girls hit high C's it was awesome. They ran around the audience with the road crew following them like pressed upon hand maidens, a voilinist and guitarist got on another floating platform that spew sparks, they had a fog machine. Violinist head banged while playing. The 4 girl singers were dancing in unison, complete with hair flips. For three hours. I can't get that kind of energy up for free laptops. Still it's great, I'm adding them to my stalk list.
Monday, December 22, 2008
Well Shit
I've failed two classes, English and Math, but whatever, I've passed all the classes that matter. I'll just make them up in the summer, since I'm not going for the acedemic honor diploma, I don't need chemistry, so whatever ya? It'll be fun. I've exercise for a half hour today, I've decided that I would give the 4:30am wake-up work out call a shot. If that bitch on Biggest Losers can... Also, googled Bally, it's filing bankruptcy, but Cardinal Fitness has great couple rates, so I might just piggy back on to dad's membership. I also intend to get my drivers permit this week, and hopefully get a second job by the end of january, that'll let me work 6-10 so I can continue babysitting. I don't know if they'll let me without a work permit, but I can fake one just fine. Being busy could do nothing but good for me, it's the free time that's crippling me. This christmas, I'm hopign for enough money for a Sansa Clip, which looks ACE man. Oh! I'm keeping a food diary as well, so it would be harder for me to impulse eat. Chibi is coming over for New Years, and I don't know what to give her yet, I'm out of funds, the books I sold to half price only came up to 21 bucks, such a rip off, there was 80$ worth of books in there. Kali gave 47 books and only got 20 dollars though, so whatev. New Semester, New Day, I only can imagine how dad will react once he sees my grades, but what can he do? It's all in the pass now
I've been listening to a lot of 90's grunge rock, I'm such a fucking cliche, but I love myself <3 and fuck all the rest yeah?
We're going to Ohio for Christmas, and I can tell dad is hoping for a huge snow storm so he can stay home, he hates the memories. I hate people and don't want to go, but Mamaw wants me there and I'll be there goddammit. Then we're going to Kentucky for Christmas Day Dinner, which I can tell dad is looking forward too, but I'm dreading .Sure, Pawpaw is endeared to me like no other, but I Really Don't Want To Go. I will anyway, and try to be charming, bring a book, that jazz.
Biggest Loser New Season starts on Tuesday, January 6th. I don't know how long it runs, let me check. Okay no information, but if there's weigh ins every week, and there's usually 16 contestants, and 3 finalist, plus final episodes, it should be about 14 weeks, or 3 months, that seems adaquate enough to lose about 15 pounds no? My goal then: 15 punds in 14 weeks. I'm also signing up for the website, for encouragement. Lord knows I'm not getting it here. Maybe dad will change his tune once I drag him to the gym enough. He has a new girlfriend, maybe he'll indulge me if he wants to look good for her. I've been rambling
Love to ya,
Kelsey
I've been listening to a lot of 90's grunge rock, I'm such a fucking cliche, but I love myself <3 and fuck all the rest yeah?
We're going to Ohio for Christmas, and I can tell dad is hoping for a huge snow storm so he can stay home, he hates the memories. I hate people and don't want to go, but Mamaw wants me there and I'll be there goddammit. Then we're going to Kentucky for Christmas Day Dinner, which I can tell dad is looking forward too, but I'm dreading .Sure, Pawpaw is endeared to me like no other, but I Really Don't Want To Go. I will anyway, and try to be charming, bring a book, that jazz.
Biggest Loser New Season starts on Tuesday, January 6th. I don't know how long it runs, let me check. Okay no information, but if there's weigh ins every week, and there's usually 16 contestants, and 3 finalist, plus final episodes, it should be about 14 weeks, or 3 months, that seems adaquate enough to lose about 15 pounds no? My goal then: 15 punds in 14 weeks. I'm also signing up for the website, for encouragement. Lord knows I'm not getting it here. Maybe dad will change his tune once I drag him to the gym enough. He has a new girlfriend, maybe he'll indulge me if he wants to look good for her. I've been rambling
Love to ya,
Kelsey
Friday, December 19, 2008
People over my shoulder
is why I haven't been posting at all. Finals went well, and now I"m on break and LOVING IT I 'm so tired, but the end is in sight. I haven't exercised in 2 or 3 days, so that's what I'm assuming is account my sour moods. I haven't gotten my period yet, though I'm on day 3 of placebos. But whatever. who needs it? Kali has a friend over, so I can't do a tape, but I'm thinking about going to half price and getting the book 'six minute workout' which I could do before school, that'll be cool. Other plans for defeating depression in '09.
1)Keep eating breakfast, which is doing wonders for my energy
2)Try to go vegetarian, or eat only one meat per day. I'm buying cookbooks too.
3)buy an iPod like thing and download a bunch of upbeat happy songs (All the Small Things-Blink 182, Melt with you-Modren English, Take on Me-Aha, If you wanna be my lover-Spice Girls) and play these songs during passing period.
4)Exercise EVERYDAY, and try out jogging.
5)Clean room, because clean room is calming
6)keep a food diet journal so I don't over-eat
7)KEEP ON TOP OF HOMEWORK
I guess these count as my New Year Resolutions
1)Keep eating breakfast, which is doing wonders for my energy
2)Try to go vegetarian, or eat only one meat per day. I'm buying cookbooks too.
3)buy an iPod like thing and download a bunch of upbeat happy songs (All the Small Things-Blink 182, Melt with you-Modren English, Take on Me-Aha, If you wanna be my lover-Spice Girls) and play these songs during passing period.
4)Exercise EVERYDAY, and try out jogging.
5)Clean room, because clean room is calming
6)keep a food diet journal so I don't over-eat
7)KEEP ON TOP OF HOMEWORK
I guess these count as my New Year Resolutions
Monday, December 15, 2008
Snap Crackle Pop
I went off on Chris today, it felt good, I hate his ass sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much it's inexcusable. I hope he dies in a fire. I finished roughly half my math assignments, and plan on finishing the rest tonight. I got a good nap in this afternoon too. Also, I cooked breakfast, via advice from 'Food and Mood' it worked wonders, I mean, I wasn't fighting tears the entire day. I finished all I needed in US History, GO ME! I've given up on English as I always do XD. But all the really good authors have failed english right? Enviromental Science final tomorrow, and i can't wait to take it, I'm so confident right now. I'm going to make cookies tonight, and exerscie while they bake. I'm listening to Sunny Farms Real Estate, that Travis got me, and i'm enjoying it. So all is up on the upswing again, I hate how erratic my moods are getting, but it's hard to be angry with them when they give me such highs. Like nothing can go wrong, or, if it did, I can handle \it and come up on top. EW@ at SFRE, bad set list, two songs to close alike are next together, they should switch that. OH! I'm after 'The Minsitry of Magic' CD. And hope that my chirstmas money while cover it, that and an MP3. Apparently good music gives an instant endorphine boost, so I think if I play a really catchy tune during passing periods, I could offset the horribleness that is school. A little. So. On the Optimistic Side
Kelsey
Kelsey
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Flatlined
This is good, no downward spirals, no upward ones, this is a little more control than I'm used to, since I spent all of Friday holding back tears for no apparent reason. Also, I plan ot exercise today, and somehow obtain a food diary, and bake cookies, and other numerous things. This may or may not be because of some retail therapy on my part. Books , the exlier
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
WOOT
I JUST FINISHED MY TERM PAPER! *WOOT WOOT*
I'm so happy, and i'm on a roll, I'm going to do it all tonight baby. OH and we made fun of bodahn all class period because she left the non journlaling kids in the classroom, while the others got to discuss, we bashed tibbs too. God I love underachievers, the nicest, realest people you'd ever hope to meet. Mrs. Bodahn said 'You're lucky I'm giving you this oppurtunity to get smarter' and we ran on that all class period. God it was fun. I'm feeling in an oddly opitmisitc mood, and in the mood to belly dance. OFF I GO!
I'm so happy, and i'm on a roll, I'm going to do it all tonight baby. OH and we made fun of bodahn all class period because she left the non journlaling kids in the classroom, while the others got to discuss, we bashed tibbs too. God I love underachievers, the nicest, realest people you'd ever hope to meet. Mrs. Bodahn said 'You're lucky I'm giving you this oppurtunity to get smarter' and we ran on that all class period. God it was fun. I'm feeling in an oddly opitmisitc mood, and in the mood to belly dance. OFF I GO!
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Okay, Focus
After the orchestra concert, I didn't do any homework, but I did exercise for about a half hour slash fourty five minutes, and I'm feeling up and motavated again, riding that endorphine rush I guess. I don't have much time here, and can't write anything, but I'm hand-writing my English essay, and typeing it up in web page design, maybe incorparting a lunch period if I don't finished, but I think I can do this. I'll finished all the late back assignments from US and write out the rest of the essay, hopefully grabbing the computer tomorrow, and finish it. HERE'S HOPING. I have my presentation tomorrow in Enviro, maybe if I go first he'll write me a pass to the library, and I can type up the essay there as well. All bases yeah? ANYWAY I plan to do that all tonight and another exercise video, because it takes me hours to fall asleep anyway, may as well start doing things productive.
Enough of school. I'm going to kill bobby and bree, all they do is yell, and fight, and scream, they are so damn loud, fall onto everything, I sometimes wnat to beat them, and they never stay upstairs. I'm assuming it's cabin fever, not going out as much as they used too but they're so damn squirrelly I'm about to choke a bitch. How am I suppose to do homework?
I made Brinda throw up today. I was thristy and told her so, and she drank her water all teasingly in front of me, and I flipped her off, made her laugh, and she sucked up water like a bitch. She choke, threw up the water, than threw up two more times and just started coughing. I yelled 'KARMA BITCH' and died laughing, because that's what friends are for. As for the other aspects of my life, I plan on cookie baking this weekend! WOOOOOOOOOO. I ha ve these great containers for them as well. OH and orchestra concert went fine, tanked Christmas song, but no one noticed, unlike lawrence's unpredicted voice cracked (poor boy). Also, I plan on doing some major sleeping this weekend as well. God I deserve it. There's a few other things I need to do, but I can't remember what. It'll come back.
LATER PIMPS
Enough of school. I'm going to kill bobby and bree, all they do is yell, and fight, and scream, they are so damn loud, fall onto everything, I sometimes wnat to beat them, and they never stay upstairs. I'm assuming it's cabin fever, not going out as much as they used too but they're so damn squirrelly I'm about to choke a bitch. How am I suppose to do homework?
I made Brinda throw up today. I was thristy and told her so, and she drank her water all teasingly in front of me, and I flipped her off, made her laugh, and she sucked up water like a bitch. She choke, threw up the water, than threw up two more times and just started coughing. I yelled 'KARMA BITCH' and died laughing, because that's what friends are for. As for the other aspects of my life, I plan on cookie baking this weekend! WOOOOOOOOOO. I ha ve these great containers for them as well. OH and orchestra concert went fine, tanked Christmas song, but no one noticed, unlike lawrence's unpredicted voice cracked (poor boy). Also, I plan on doing some major sleeping this weekend as well. God I deserve it. There's a few other things I need to do, but I can't remember what. It'll come back.
LATER PIMPS
Monday, December 8, 2008
Well.
I'm still shitty, and I have an orchestra concert tonight, I thought I'd have time for homework, but i forgot about the concert. I'm exhausted with that tight around the eye feel that comes with it. So far I have:
11 out assignments in US and a 3 week late term paper....make that 4 weeks
a paper and 6 journals for English.
7 assignments for math.
All of which is due Thursday tops. It all sucks, and I'm overwhelmed and tired and need help and just want to sleep. This is a concept foreign to my father, who when faced with challenges, face them with a steadfastness, determinedness unknown in most people. If he's in debt or laid off, he'll search tiredlessly for a job to pay if off, if his homelife is too busy, he'll find a way to make it work. Here he would just make the equation Too Much Work+Small amount of time to do it in=Stay up all night, and work as hard as you need to to finish it in time. Not that he would ever be in this situation to begin with, with his superior work ethic.
God I'm so tired, I hope I can just go to the concert, leave as soon as we finished playing and sleep. Maybe outline/draft my papers, and finish my homework earlier in the morning. I don't know, and I don't care. I don't think I care about anything anymore, and I'm beginning to realize how hopeless the situation is.
11 out assignments in US and a 3 week late term paper....make that 4 weeks
a paper and 6 journals for English.
7 assignments for math.
All of which is due Thursday tops. It all sucks, and I'm overwhelmed and tired and need help and just want to sleep. This is a concept foreign to my father, who when faced with challenges, face them with a steadfastness, determinedness unknown in most people. If he's in debt or laid off, he'll search tiredlessly for a job to pay if off, if his homelife is too busy, he'll find a way to make it work. Here he would just make the equation Too Much Work+Small amount of time to do it in=Stay up all night, and work as hard as you need to to finish it in time. Not that he would ever be in this situation to begin with, with his superior work ethic.
God I'm so tired, I hope I can just go to the concert, leave as soon as we finished playing and sleep. Maybe outline/draft my papers, and finish my homework earlier in the morning. I don't know, and I don't care. I don't think I care about anything anymore, and I'm beginning to realize how hopeless the situation is.
Sunday, December 7, 2008
shit
I'm spiraling, I don't want to be spiraling but I'm spiraling. All I feel is rage and the urge to cry right now, I'm having trouble breathing, and I can't do this I can't I got school work to do. I need to snap out of it, but I can't, I can't do anything I never could. I just want to take a bat to something that'll shatter, I just want to go to sleep, I just want to remember something I could do to fix this. Everything seemed to have bailed on me. I don't know what started this or when. I want to exerscie it out, somethimes that helps, but Hank and his friend are downstairs, and I can't breath anymore. I'm trying to cry, and it's not working. I want to kill something a little. I want to rip at something. I'm feeling a little overwhelmed. and I think it's all gone to hell now. I Think it's finally caught up with me.
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
!!!
OMG I'VE ALMOST FINISHED MY TITLELESS STORY
OMG IT'S GONNA BE SO GREAT
I plan to type it up and edit it and all that jazz, probably not until after christmas, when I get my laptop, I must look for a cheaper one, I don't think 2000 is gonna fly with my dear daddio. Who I'm not hating actually, I think I've come to accept him for all his short comings. I think this may be part of growing up though my sister doesn't seem to be on the bandwagon, but she has always been younger than me in all ways except physically. SCHOOL sucks, I flopped a few thinkgs, going down a spiral but hey WRITING nothing matters anymore, endophine high. I'm losing weight too, everyone says so, I'm going to actually exercise after this, as soon as my music gets done loading in nerdfighters. Ver just sent me a DaisyOwl comic FUNNY WEB COMIC Ver and me are going to move in together, down in Muncie indiana, because we're gonna go to ballstate. I'm not sure though, all my instincts are screaming ABANDON SHIP this country is so shitty right now, if there is going to be a great depression I'm going to do it in European beauty
BUT NO MATTER because WRITING
OMG NERDFIGHTERS
LOVE IT
though i haven't seen any of the videos yet, I like the concept, and I girlified my profile and don't care what anyone thinks about it. Maybe I should start another blog over there, one people can see who knows?
Till Next, yours
OMG IT'S GONNA BE SO GREAT
I plan to type it up and edit it and all that jazz, probably not until after christmas, when I get my laptop, I must look for a cheaper one, I don't think 2000 is gonna fly with my dear daddio. Who I'm not hating actually, I think I've come to accept him for all his short comings. I think this may be part of growing up though my sister doesn't seem to be on the bandwagon, but she has always been younger than me in all ways except physically. SCHOOL sucks, I flopped a few thinkgs, going down a spiral but hey WRITING nothing matters anymore, endophine high. I'm losing weight too, everyone says so, I'm going to actually exercise after this, as soon as my music gets done loading in nerdfighters. Ver just sent me a DaisyOwl comic FUNNY WEB COMIC Ver and me are going to move in together, down in Muncie indiana, because we're gonna go to ballstate. I'm not sure though, all my instincts are screaming ABANDON SHIP this country is so shitty right now, if there is going to be a great depression I'm going to do it in European beauty
BUT NO MATTER because WRITING
OMG NERDFIGHTERS
LOVE IT
though i haven't seen any of the videos yet, I like the concept, and I girlified my profile and don't care what anyone thinks about it. Maybe I should start another blog over there, one people can see who knows?
Till Next, yours
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Oh yeah, the good news
Chibi lost her internet, didn't lose me. She's been sneaking on school computers to send me her sporatic messages <3333. I miss her so much, I'm to pathetic to make new friends. Infact I'm thinking of transfering mid year, if all my credits can come with me. I must remember to investigate.
I also helped dad set up for the Irish fest yesterday, which was fun and since it was all construction workers, they didn't bother having any beverages other than beer, so I snuck a can.
I'm catching up on sleep, but I'm not cleanign like I should, and tomorrow is our last day off. Oh well. It doesn't matter anyway.
I also helped dad set up for the Irish fest yesterday, which was fun and since it was all construction workers, they didn't bother having any beverages other than beer, so I snuck a can.
I'm catching up on sleep, but I'm not cleanign like I should, and tomorrow is our last day off. Oh well. It doesn't matter anyway.
Been aways a few days
Okay,. overload and undertow time. So much shit to do I feel like giving up. US and Lang is still ages behind and we have to do an oral report on Thoreau. *shudders* I'm so scared, I haven't read him and I don't want to talk 10minutes about anything. US I feel like I have a chance. Not Lang. I've had a cold for awhile, my chest is still tight, though no more sniffles. I babysat Patricia's kid. She has menstrual cycles, despite never mentally aging pass the age of 3. Guess who got to change a pad? Ugh. At least I'm being paid more than 5 bucks a sitting. Now it's five bucks an hour. Bobby and Bree look heavenly now. I take back every negative thought I had aobut them. I'm suppose to babysit Pat's kid again next week. But hey money. I pray for sanity. I can't lose it now. I was doing so well.
Monday, September 8, 2008
Greek Festival
Me and Dad went to the Greek Festival. He started out the day really shitty, but perked up when he saw Jennie Devoe playing at the Airport thing we had to go to. He then went to the greek festival in High Spirts and we danced a line dance and what not. Oh, and I ate fries.
I heard back from chibi, she got sore legs and a boyfriend offer, both of which she wants to do without. I plan on taking her to Oktober fest.
School sucked, surprised period resulted in pants change mid day. No one noticed. Tried to do a DVD got tired. Damn Cramps. I think the girls will be over this weekend.
Must remember to get: Journal, Suntan Lotion(going outside Thursday), Burn Murph a copy of Jenny Devoe, and email Devoe to have her come speak to orchestra class.
Day by Day Play by Play
Computers-good doing steadily
ALegbra--still hate it, doing okay, but as long as she keeps grading for accuracy before going over and teaching us the problems, I'm going to struggle
Frau-beautiful as always
history-miss most of it, Period Incident. And arrived in enough time to TAKE THE QUIZ
Enviro--cut and pastey goodness
Orchestra--Murph is getting on my nerves, music's not as important to me now.
English--falling behind again I NEED THE JOURNAL
Still in the downward spiral, but it's not as bad as it used to be, maybe I'm getting better?
I heard back from chibi, she got sore legs and a boyfriend offer, both of which she wants to do without. I plan on taking her to Oktober fest.
School sucked, surprised period resulted in pants change mid day. No one noticed. Tried to do a DVD got tired. Damn Cramps. I think the girls will be over this weekend.
Must remember to get: Journal, Suntan Lotion(going outside Thursday), Burn Murph a copy of Jenny Devoe, and email Devoe to have her come speak to orchestra class.
Day by Day Play by Play
Computers-good doing steadily
ALegbra--still hate it, doing okay, but as long as she keeps grading for accuracy before going over and teaching us the problems, I'm going to struggle
Frau-beautiful as always
history-miss most of it, Period Incident. And arrived in enough time to TAKE THE QUIZ
Enviro--cut and pastey goodness
Orchestra--Murph is getting on my nerves, music's not as important to me now.
English--falling behind again I NEED THE JOURNAL
Still in the downward spiral, but it's not as bad as it used to be, maybe I'm getting better?
Friday, September 5, 2008
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Truly living to the name
I've been in a Chibi dry spell, 13 days without contact ;____; either her internet died or she has found new friends. I hope it's the former, though I know it's bad of me. I'm a bit lonely now, and a little disinterested in the rest of the world. Chibi dissapearing was sort of the catalyst of emotions I've been feeling for awhile. They come and go, bringing the unfightable desire to sleep. I can stave it off sometimes, but when one thing goes wrong, it feels like I"m trapped in some sort of undertow. I rose above it a couple of days ago, I caught up on my Us history, got a 99 on my english homework, but now I'm behind on the english journals, and a worksheet in US and I'm back underwater. I'm scared when this happens, because the periods last so long and the happy moods come so far inbetween. I think Chibs might cheer me up a bit, fatty foods, movies, hanging out with someone who no matter how shitty her life is: divorce, constantly moving, family seperating, being cripplingly shy, poverty she is always so happy. So Half Full, no, All Full, for she only sees the good, even when I can't find a thing to look at. I need to be around such a positive person. And I miss her so.
Til next time
Til next time
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Nothing to Report
I haven't started on my US History, I need to kick my ass into high gear. Dad saw Chibs at the Labor Day parade, but I wasn't there. I sent her an email to tell her to come over today, but she hasn't been online for the past week and I don't have her phone number. Tsk Tsk. So I guess it's all for naught. RIght now I'm going to do History, Shower, Walk, do antoher tape. All that.
Thursday, August 28, 2008
It's been a few days
A gap between posts, but no worries, I won't abandon. The most important thing that happened is that I went to half price. I didn't get everything I wanted mind. BUT I got exercise DVDs! I should be doing one now, but dad decided that despite my declaring that I was about to do one, time would be better spent flipping through the channels, before finally settling on a food network program that's all about the food that yours truly can't eat anymore. THANKS DAD! For increasing my chance of a heart attack before the age of 18 due to my BMI of 31--above the obsese range, and then making fun of the DVD when I do them. I love my family support. Including Kali, who likes to whip out cookies and what not and say "NOOO" like I"m a grubby dog when I reach for one. She doesn't believe me when I saw it's about portion control, not the food itself. So I'm being treated like a bad labordoodle, while trying to scravenge food under 300 calories I can eat in this household where single servings are often in the 500 range.
SO yes weight struggles.
School is so so, Webpage design is going good, as is English where the teacher told me my summer essay was the best in her 4yrs of teaching. We also made fun of the IB director, laughing until we cried. WOnderful. Alegbra, not so much, but I'm definately improving under mrs. Guimond's help, and start this new chapter anew and ready to go. Frau is slendid as always, we're doing superlatives. US Hist. Still behind on work, hope to finish it all by this weekend as well as some chapter notes. I have an A in Enviro, which I'm enjoying, but would like more if Dad can take me to get some sunscreen, so I don't have to worry about frying during our outdoor labs. I'd drive myself, but I don't have a license, dued to the fact that one must be driven to get a permit, and then taught to drive. Which means I, who has been ready for a permit for the past year and the half, is at the mercy of dad, who of course doesn't care less. Kali can drive and pick us up when he's busy, why need another? Since you need a parent to get the permit, Kali, who has been acting on the whole more parental, can't take me to get it. Murph is starting to get on my nerves in Jazz Orchestra, or just hte Orchestra itself, they don't seem to realize that "stop playing and talking, while the teacher is talking and giving directions" means "SHUT THE HELL UP AND LISTEN". Poor Misguided souls.
Half Price Books also yeilded some back issues of Vouge, a Health magazine that was helpful, and a magazine called 'HauteDoll' which is full of creepy dolls and I'm giving to Chibi next time I see her. After I scan all the pictures of course.
SO yes weight struggles.
School is so so, Webpage design is going good, as is English where the teacher told me my summer essay was the best in her 4yrs of teaching. We also made fun of the IB director, laughing until we cried. WOnderful. Alegbra, not so much, but I'm definately improving under mrs. Guimond's help, and start this new chapter anew and ready to go. Frau is slendid as always, we're doing superlatives. US Hist. Still behind on work, hope to finish it all by this weekend as well as some chapter notes. I have an A in Enviro, which I'm enjoying, but would like more if Dad can take me to get some sunscreen, so I don't have to worry about frying during our outdoor labs. I'd drive myself, but I don't have a license, dued to the fact that one must be driven to get a permit, and then taught to drive. Which means I, who has been ready for a permit for the past year and the half, is at the mercy of dad, who of course doesn't care less. Kali can drive and pick us up when he's busy, why need another? Since you need a parent to get the permit, Kali, who has been acting on the whole more parental, can't take me to get it. Murph is starting to get on my nerves in Jazz Orchestra, or just hte Orchestra itself, they don't seem to realize that "stop playing and talking, while the teacher is talking and giving directions" means "SHUT THE HELL UP AND LISTEN". Poor Misguided souls.
Half Price Books also yeilded some back issues of Vouge, a Health magazine that was helpful, and a magazine called 'HauteDoll' which is full of creepy dolls and I'm giving to Chibi next time I see her. After I scan all the pictures of course.
Monday, August 25, 2008
Time to get sexy
I just watched this social experiment where a woman went out in a short dress, hair done and makeup, and try to get free stuff, and again the next day, when she was dumpy. You know, no makeup, conservative outfit. It went as expected, the sexy version got more free shit, but you'd be amazed at how much. She got, a free bus ride, taxi ride, ricksaw ride, merry-go-round ride, piece of cake, an ice cream, and a glass of champagne without even asking that hard, she didn't even ask for the bus ride, just smiled and went on, and someone offered her a drink the moment she got into the bar. Dumpy version helped a guy who dropped something and got a pint of beer. And they were really mean to her when she begged for free stuff. The total was staggering. The sexy version got 23 euros of free stuff (about 45 dollars here) while the dumpy one got 3 dollars (about 6 here). It was a bit staggering.
Right, now for school.
Finished webpage, turned out I had to save the pictures under a different name. Alegbra has gotten easier since I've appropiated Mrs. Guimond to my cause, I wash my hands of Kuznik *brushes hands*. Frau was great, also, dried berries suck, and so does raisians, I'll have to find another snackage, most likely carrot sticks. I'M SO BEHIND IN BURCHFIELD. I'm catching up tonight though. Same with webpage apparently (just check epike) since my computer didn't work for a week, I got behind on some projects he said didn't counted. Enviro, I'm suppose to read somehting, but no time tonight, murph wasn't here for orchestra, but I have lessons and was reminded sharply about why I hate them. I'm not countiueing. And I spaced the take home test in English I NEED A PLANNER SO I CAN REMEMBER THIS SHIT. Not to mention all the shit I have to read AND A VOCAB TEST TOMMORROW. My god I'm going to gag I think. OH AND ALL THIS STRESS HAS CAUSE ME TO EAT TO MUCH
god
*drops out and lives in a box with veroncia*
Right, now for school.
Finished webpage, turned out I had to save the pictures under a different name. Alegbra has gotten easier since I've appropiated Mrs. Guimond to my cause, I wash my hands of Kuznik *brushes hands*. Frau was great, also, dried berries suck, and so does raisians, I'll have to find another snackage, most likely carrot sticks. I'M SO BEHIND IN BURCHFIELD. I'm catching up tonight though. Same with webpage apparently (just check epike) since my computer didn't work for a week, I got behind on some projects he said didn't counted. Enviro, I'm suppose to read somehting, but no time tonight, murph wasn't here for orchestra, but I have lessons and was reminded sharply about why I hate them. I'm not countiueing. And I spaced the take home test in English I NEED A PLANNER SO I CAN REMEMBER THIS SHIT. Not to mention all the shit I have to read AND A VOCAB TEST TOMMORROW. My god I'm going to gag I think. OH AND ALL THIS STRESS HAS CAUSE ME TO EAT TO MUCH
god
*drops out and lives in a box with veroncia*
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Easy like Saturday Morning
Hey all, I'm doing an early post, just to kill some time.
Uncle Vance was suppose to come, he hasn't shown up yet. Today, I'm folding my laundry, doing a load of it, including my sheets. And then get right into US History, I can't slack in this class I've come to realize. Kali bought Soda and we have Popcorn, and the family is going to watch movies tonight. I made her get a liter of Coke Zero so I can drink some XD. After the homework and what not I'm walking, as to burn off my little over indulgence yesterday. Besides that I have no plans, the homework is going to take most of the day. Right now I'm looking for some music scores SO WE DON'T HAVE TO PLAY STAIRWAY.
Uncle Vance was suppose to come, he hasn't shown up yet. Today, I'm folding my laundry, doing a load of it, including my sheets. And then get right into US History, I can't slack in this class I've come to realize. Kali bought Soda and we have Popcorn, and the family is going to watch movies tonight. I made her get a liter of Coke Zero so I can drink some XD. After the homework and what not I'm walking, as to burn off my little over indulgence yesterday. Besides that I have no plans, the homework is going to take most of the day. Right now I'm looking for some music scores SO WE DON'T HAVE TO PLAY STAIRWAY.
Friday, August 22, 2008
hmmm sleeeeeep and money!
School was okay, I asked Mrs. Guimond for help with Alegbra, becasue Kuznik obviously doesn't know what she's doing. I'm making a web page in well, Web Page Design. Frau's still cool, and we had a quiz that I"m positive I bombed in US because I don't know names ;__; IT WAS ALL NAMES. I pretty sure I aced the quiz in Enviro though, I have hope. Jazz WE ARE S TILL PLAYING STAIRWAY MY GOD WHAT THE FUCK MURPH? NO ONE LIKES ZEEEPLIN ANYMORE, THEY'VE BEEN BEATEN TO DEATH ESPECIALLY THAT SONG. THERE'S NOTHING NOT CORNY ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
Anyway, I'm looking for some GOOD music scores, Fleetwood Mac if I can wrangle it.
Lang, lot of homework no movtavation.
I've been thinking about my tattoo lately, not quite sure if I really want it, I have a funny schtick about my skin. And I'm too indescive for anything permant. However, I've been gushing about it so long that I don't know how to get out of it. Make up some excuse I suppose. Still, I like the idea of designing tattoos. I think Graphic Design is my field, I design looks, clothes, tattoos, covers of things I wouldn't buy myself because I know how to make them look good. I don't know it happens.
I feel off the wagon again, over ate right after school, probably stress over my accumulation of homework. I'm countering it with exercising tommorrow, but Uncle Vance is coming over, so I might be put off, I'll get up early and walk Kess maybe.
But that's all for now.
Anyway, I'm looking for some GOOD music scores, Fleetwood Mac if I can wrangle it.
Lang, lot of homework no movtavation.
I've been thinking about my tattoo lately, not quite sure if I really want it, I have a funny schtick about my skin. And I'm too indescive for anything permant. However, I've been gushing about it so long that I don't know how to get out of it. Make up some excuse I suppose. Still, I like the idea of designing tattoos. I think Graphic Design is my field, I design looks, clothes, tattoos, covers of things I wouldn't buy myself because I know how to make them look good. I don't know it happens.
I feel off the wagon again, over ate right after school, probably stress over my accumulation of homework. I'm countering it with exercising tommorrow, but Uncle Vance is coming over, so I might be put off, I'll get up early and walk Kess maybe.
But that's all for now.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Ein Bisschen Krunk, aber gehen gut
Still a little sick, skiped mornign work out again. Had breakfast though. My eating scedule is a bit thrown off due to APP scedule where they cut all the classes off at the ankles and condense the remains into a once weekly homeroom
Web page, made a web page, but the broswer on my comp is fucking up. Shame Shame compy
Alegbra, quiz, probably didn't do to well, my calculator went myseriously missing HANK. Mrs. Kuznik, whom I call "Mrs. Kooo-ik, we gotta bee car-full of pronooooouncing." God I hate that woman's voice. I don't know how I can learn from her. I'm jumping to Mrs. Guimond for help.
German, ate, she told us our AAPs, and I didn't get a stamp because I forgot my homework ;___;
AAP. My group: Judicial and Global Studies had to meet in the cafeteria, find our last names, see what teacher we were paired with, and then find them, who were standing at various locations with signs with their name and a country on it. I got a pink Mr.Grismore holding Iran. I think it's a foreshadowing.
History, quiz tommorrow feeling shakey about it. Also, learned that indiana has had 10 cops fired in the past 3 weeks because of incomptance or crookedness. Including, drinking and driving, allowing a girlfriend to drive and crash and of course escape the scene, confinscating and then selling drugs, and asking for sexual favors in return of not being arrested. Joy. Also, we have had 76 people murdered since January, and are still the fatest state, and the lowest graduation rates (tying with Denver). But Indianapolis isn't the fatest city anymore! That's mississppi!
Enviro, quiz tomorrow, I'm feeling shakey on it.
Orchestra we played stairway MOTHER FUCKING STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN.
To quote Whayne's World, and possibly pics later DUDE NO STAIRWAY. And some people didn't know who they were, which is understandable, they wrote long, mopey songs 30 years ago and you can't expect people to be exposed to them, so unless you know who they were, you weren't going to come across them via misosi. But all the "alternative" had to bash the others going "YOU DON'T KNOW ZEPPLIN?" and of course mentioning "Free Bird" to show they just knew the "singles" *eye roll* I hate people who hate others for not liking the same music they do. I hate people because they like stupid music. Plain and Simple, but don't hate someone because they haven't heard a song before, or Ver would of killed me multiple times. Hopefully we'll toss it, Zepplin is good in small doses, not to be played over and over again. Maybe I can convince her to do a little fleetwood mac. or Linkin Park Faint would go over well in an orchestra ararangment. I'll work on it.
English, headache, don't remember much. WE read a picture book. A nice return to family values eh? Felt five again, until I realized that I was making sexual connotations about everything.*giggle*
Now I got to Parent Teacher Night and scare the hell out of everyone who didn't know I"m half black. MUAHAHAHAHA
Chibi started school as well, and has about my situatuion. Some teachers she likes, no one familiar in classes (I at least have Brinda, but her friend Maria is in there too so she ignores me mostly) I know eat lunch alone, but despite some vague feeling of akwardness and loneliness, I realized how great of a time it is to write, and I'm almost finsihed a story I thought I'd never would. It's a short story, a novella at most, but it'll mark the first time I finished anything. I'm feeling prideful
College plans has switched back to Academy of Art University, I think it always was. I just need to come up with the money. More tommorw
Web page, made a web page, but the broswer on my comp is fucking up. Shame Shame compy
Alegbra, quiz, probably didn't do to well, my calculator went myseriously missing HANK. Mrs. Kuznik, whom I call "Mrs. Kooo-ik, we gotta bee car-full of pronooooouncing." God I hate that woman's voice. I don't know how I can learn from her. I'm jumping to Mrs. Guimond for help.
German, ate, she told us our AAPs, and I didn't get a stamp because I forgot my homework ;___;
AAP. My group: Judicial and Global Studies had to meet in the cafeteria, find our last names, see what teacher we were paired with, and then find them, who were standing at various locations with signs with their name and a country on it. I got a pink Mr.Grismore holding Iran. I think it's a foreshadowing.
History, quiz tommorrow feeling shakey about it. Also, learned that indiana has had 10 cops fired in the past 3 weeks because of incomptance or crookedness. Including, drinking and driving, allowing a girlfriend to drive and crash and of course escape the scene, confinscating and then selling drugs, and asking for sexual favors in return of not being arrested. Joy. Also, we have had 76 people murdered since January, and are still the fatest state, and the lowest graduation rates (tying with Denver). But Indianapolis isn't the fatest city anymore! That's mississppi!
Enviro, quiz tomorrow, I'm feeling shakey on it.
Orchestra we played stairway MOTHER FUCKING STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN.
To quote Whayne's World, and possibly pics later DUDE NO STAIRWAY. And some people didn't know who they were, which is understandable, they wrote long, mopey songs 30 years ago and you can't expect people to be exposed to them, so unless you know who they were, you weren't going to come across them via misosi. But all the "alternative" had to bash the others going "YOU DON'T KNOW ZEPPLIN?" and of course mentioning "Free Bird" to show they just knew the "singles" *eye roll* I hate people who hate others for not liking the same music they do. I hate people because they like stupid music. Plain and Simple, but don't hate someone because they haven't heard a song before, or Ver would of killed me multiple times. Hopefully we'll toss it, Zepplin is good in small doses, not to be played over and over again. Maybe I can convince her to do a little fleetwood mac. or Linkin Park Faint would go over well in an orchestra ararangment. I'll work on it.
English, headache, don't remember much. WE read a picture book. A nice return to family values eh? Felt five again, until I realized that I was making sexual connotations about everything.*giggle*
Now I got to Parent Teacher Night and scare the hell out of everyone who didn't know I"m half black. MUAHAHAHAHA
Chibi started school as well, and has about my situatuion. Some teachers she likes, no one familiar in classes (I at least have Brinda, but her friend Maria is in there too so she ignores me mostly) I know eat lunch alone, but despite some vague feeling of akwardness and loneliness, I realized how great of a time it is to write, and I'm almost finsihed a story I thought I'd never would. It's a short story, a novella at most, but it'll mark the first time I finished anything. I'm feeling prideful
College plans has switched back to Academy of Art University, I think it always was. I just need to come up with the money. More tommorw
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
NATURE AND SHIT!
Web page, blah as always
Second period, sophmore convo, which meant I camped out in this one guy's room. HOWEVER I'm sick, sinus infection. This guy RATIONS HIS TISSUES. I mean, everytime I needed one, I had to go up to the desk, and he'd stare all expentant like, though I don't know what he was expecting me to ask, since I had a hand over my nose, eyes red and watery, and just had a sneezing fit. But I'd ask for a tissue, and he'd all ninja like open his desk drawer, and pull out one tissue, hand it to me and shut the drawer again. LIKE I WAS GOING TO JUMP ACROSS HIS DESK, STEAL HIS TISSUEY GOODNESS AND RUN FOR IT. I mean my god. Don't even bother with tissues if it's going to be that difficult of you to let them go. Go with that rough ass paper the other teachers go with. I don't care.
German was good, all sympathy from Frau, lovely dotty old lady she is. We're learning surpulitaves and what not
I got an 82% on my first History test, the average was 60% so I was way above normal. SO PROUD!
This was quickly followed up by a nature walk in Enviro! It was awesome, we had a huge nature area, and I got a chocolate candy for knowing what Queen's Anne Lace is. We walked out on a floaty deck, not knowing htat brown spiders lurked underneath, I got out of it quickly. WE learned to identify poison ivy. Which is the first time a class has taught something useful. Then we went to this park next to the highschool, with an old timey cabin from the 1800s in it. Walk some paths, saw a cicada shell, a few birds. Awesome all and all.
Lunch, I'm sitting alone now, which I thought would make me feel akward having nothing to do, but I WROTE and I'm happy I'm finishing a story I started last year. I think this could be good for me.
Jazz orchestra, I played in third position! WELL! It was a good song, and Mrs. Murphy is considering teaching me piano. I have high hopes
I rocked out discussions in English again. I'm such a loud mouth I swear. Even with the stuffy, sinus infecty mood.
Got home, took drugs, I think I over ate again, but not as much as last time, and I don't feel sick
I babysat, hated it, but I read some of my history homework, while the kids messed up the kitchen. I'm actively searching for a job now and working on writing, maybe making a few contests.
I'm considering Community College, just for the two years I'm abroad, and transfer over to a big college upon my return. I'm liking Ireland (National College of Art and Design), Chicago (The Academy of Art Institute), San Fran (The Academy of Art University), and Seattle (Cornish).
Second period, sophmore convo, which meant I camped out in this one guy's room. HOWEVER I'm sick, sinus infection. This guy RATIONS HIS TISSUES. I mean, everytime I needed one, I had to go up to the desk, and he'd stare all expentant like, though I don't know what he was expecting me to ask, since I had a hand over my nose, eyes red and watery, and just had a sneezing fit. But I'd ask for a tissue, and he'd all ninja like open his desk drawer, and pull out one tissue, hand it to me and shut the drawer again. LIKE I WAS GOING TO JUMP ACROSS HIS DESK, STEAL HIS TISSUEY GOODNESS AND RUN FOR IT. I mean my god. Don't even bother with tissues if it's going to be that difficult of you to let them go. Go with that rough ass paper the other teachers go with. I don't care.
German was good, all sympathy from Frau, lovely dotty old lady she is. We're learning surpulitaves and what not
I got an 82% on my first History test, the average was 60% so I was way above normal. SO PROUD!
This was quickly followed up by a nature walk in Enviro! It was awesome, we had a huge nature area, and I got a chocolate candy for knowing what Queen's Anne Lace is. We walked out on a floaty deck, not knowing htat brown spiders lurked underneath, I got out of it quickly. WE learned to identify poison ivy. Which is the first time a class has taught something useful. Then we went to this park next to the highschool, with an old timey cabin from the 1800s in it. Walk some paths, saw a cicada shell, a few birds. Awesome all and all.
Lunch, I'm sitting alone now, which I thought would make me feel akward having nothing to do, but I WROTE and I'm happy I'm finishing a story I started last year. I think this could be good for me.
Jazz orchestra, I played in third position! WELL! It was a good song, and Mrs. Murphy is considering teaching me piano. I have high hopes
I rocked out discussions in English again. I'm such a loud mouth I swear. Even with the stuffy, sinus infecty mood.
Got home, took drugs, I think I over ate again, but not as much as last time, and I don't feel sick
I babysat, hated it, but I read some of my history homework, while the kids messed up the kitchen. I'm actively searching for a job now and working on writing, maybe making a few contests.
I'm considering Community College, just for the two years I'm abroad, and transfer over to a big college upon my return. I'm liking Ireland (National College of Art and Design), Chicago (The Academy of Art Institute), San Fran (The Academy of Art University), and Seattle (Cornish).
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Got back on the wagon
Diet's still going well, I missed 6 oclock, but had a salad by seven, so I don't think I'm in too much trouble.
Had a quiz in web page, easy
Math DIE DIE DIE (but still good GPA)
Frau, we did work and I got a stamp =D
History we had a test that I thought was wendesday, but I still feel pretty soild about it.
AP Enviro, looks like it coiuld be really really great or really really boring. Leaning towards great, but I douchebag sits infront of me and thinks he already knows everything this class has to teach him. I might need to imploy a taser. But hey--windows
Jazz Orchestra--Fun raiser season!!!! ugh. Need to pimp out my realitives that's for sure. They're selling flower bulbs, and I might plant a garden to attract butterflys/humming birds and photo dump my LJ
English- I ROCKED IT OUT. I went on about "Reading" got all the concepts, argued points, gained approval, I don't know what got into me, probably anger--The Theorou guy is a major Prentious Asshole. Thinking he's better than everybody cause he can read fucking Latin. *yawn*
After school I went on a long walk, since I didn't set my alarm clock and didn't have a chance to go through my exercise. I know BAD KELSEY
And as for writing, I'm thinking about making a grim little fairy tale called "NactenRiesse" or the Night Giant. Still in the works don't give up hope.
Later.
Had a quiz in web page, easy
Math DIE DIE DIE (but still good GPA)
Frau, we did work and I got a stamp =D
History we had a test that I thought was wendesday, but I still feel pretty soild about it.
AP Enviro, looks like it coiuld be really really great or really really boring. Leaning towards great, but I douchebag sits infront of me and thinks he already knows everything this class has to teach him. I might need to imploy a taser. But hey--windows
Jazz Orchestra--Fun raiser season!!!! ugh. Need to pimp out my realitives that's for sure. They're selling flower bulbs, and I might plant a garden to attract butterflys/humming birds and photo dump my LJ
English- I ROCKED IT OUT. I went on about "Reading" got all the concepts, argued points, gained approval, I don't know what got into me, probably anger--The Theorou guy is a major Prentious Asshole. Thinking he's better than everybody cause he can read fucking Latin. *yawn*
After school I went on a long walk, since I didn't set my alarm clock and didn't have a chance to go through my exercise. I know BAD KELSEY
And as for writing, I'm thinking about making a grim little fairy tale called "NactenRiesse" or the Night Giant. Still in the works don't give up hope.
Later.
Monday, August 18, 2008
Quick Update
ever since i over ate this afternoon, I felt all stomache achy, which I expected, since my stomache has gotten used to smaller meals, but now I just threw up a little in my mouth--completely involuntary I must add for those worrying--I wonder if my stomache actually shrunk or something, or my body has learned to hate the bloaty feeling this much.
Another Manic Monday
Slip going up the bus steps, everyone awake had a good laugh.
First period, computer STILL DOESN'T WORK, but I hermited an empty one. Then of course the power went down, but I caught up some.
Second more math, I hate the bitch now, she has a thick, Kenndey east coast accent but with a nasal voice that sounds like she's doing it on purpose. She has the worst voice ever and STILL WILL NOT SHUT UP. even if we're suppose to do a problem by ourselves she's still like "Now this problem has fractions, so be careful" and, "you have to distrubute so be careful" she warns us to be careful about every 45 seconds.
Third, got our new german books WE'RE IN THE MID/LATE 90'S NOW! instead of the early/mid eighties of the previous. We had a homework assignment, for once, and a quiz tomorrow. Frau apparently has to start actually assigning homework, since the board says she doesn't have enough grades to average.
Fourth, I have a test tomorrow, but I like it, Mr.Burchfield is darling. A few current events, hurricane (cata. 1) hits miami, and hopefully gets all the way to georgia/alabama to ease the drought there.
Fifth I NOW HAVE AP ENVIROMENTAL SCIENCE. I just got caught up on all the work (some maps) and it has a window! *squeal* and it's next to the garden/greenhouse, and there's animals in tanks!
sixth, did improv, and was all set to preform for the class, until called on at which time I promptly chickened out.
Seventh period, quiz and reading dued. and possibly a few other things I forgot about.
HOmework's all done, except for some US notes, babysitting went well and all that. I over ate when I got home: half a chicken sandwich/bowl of cherrios with strawberries, and biscuit. I'm dissapointed in myself. but I'll excerise it off tonight. This weekend we made 2 pies (cherry/blackberry), and apple dumplings and I couldn't eat any of it ;___; At the store though, we got strawberries, raisins, carrots, dried cherries, trail mix, and some weightwatchers sandwhichs so my diet of turkey sandwhich and grapes can get some variety. I think I'm losing weight actually, my skin is getting all flabby now, and I hope I don't have flappy bits after I lose it all.
Cheers from Dietland
First period, computer STILL DOESN'T WORK, but I hermited an empty one. Then of course the power went down, but I caught up some.
Second more math, I hate the bitch now, she has a thick, Kenndey east coast accent but with a nasal voice that sounds like she's doing it on purpose. She has the worst voice ever and STILL WILL NOT SHUT UP. even if we're suppose to do a problem by ourselves she's still like "Now this problem has fractions, so be careful" and, "you have to distrubute so be careful" she warns us to be careful about every 45 seconds.
Third, got our new german books WE'RE IN THE MID/LATE 90'S NOW! instead of the early/mid eighties of the previous. We had a homework assignment, for once, and a quiz tomorrow. Frau apparently has to start actually assigning homework, since the board says she doesn't have enough grades to average.
Fourth, I have a test tomorrow, but I like it, Mr.Burchfield is darling. A few current events, hurricane (cata. 1) hits miami, and hopefully gets all the way to georgia/alabama to ease the drought there.
Fifth I NOW HAVE AP ENVIROMENTAL SCIENCE. I just got caught up on all the work (some maps) and it has a window! *squeal* and it's next to the garden/greenhouse, and there's animals in tanks!
sixth, did improv, and was all set to preform for the class, until called on at which time I promptly chickened out.
Seventh period, quiz and reading dued. and possibly a few other things I forgot about.
HOmework's all done, except for some US notes, babysitting went well and all that. I over ate when I got home: half a chicken sandwich/bowl of cherrios with strawberries, and biscuit. I'm dissapointed in myself. but I'll excerise it off tonight. This weekend we made 2 pies (cherry/blackberry), and apple dumplings and I couldn't eat any of it ;___; At the store though, we got strawberries, raisins, carrots, dried cherries, trail mix, and some weightwatchers sandwhichs so my diet of turkey sandwhich and grapes can get some variety. I think I'm losing weight actually, my skin is getting all flabby now, and I hope I don't have flappy bits after I lose it all.
Cheers from Dietland
Friday, August 15, 2008
TGIF
First week is officially over. And now for the day summary
Woke up espeically tired today. I don't know why
I"ve hermited Kali's locker so no more big books!
Web Design STILL NO COMPUTER
Alegbra, there was some black tarry stuff on my seat that I didn't notice until the end of class, until I stood up and realized it'd smeared---onmy white pants. I wore it all day.
German is okay still, it's a non stress class.
History is still great, I learned that Wal-mart's profit went up 10%, and because of this the stock market decided that the economy is improving because people are spending more (not that a lot more people are broke so they shop at wal-mart for the discounts), because of this inflation has gone down, along with gas prices. Also the flooding in the Mid-west didn't destroy the crops as previously expected. Infact Indina is having its 2nd biggest crop ever. So since we have an over abundance of food, food prices should go down, and Indiana might be able to get out of some debt.
Chemistry, just cooling my heels waiting for the scedule change, by the looks of it, I'll have Bio 4th period, which means I'll be swited out of US History, and I hope I can still have Burchfield, who has endeared himself to me.
Sixth period, I did my first improvasation, and loved it, surprisingly, must watch for developments
Seventh more English, finished Kite Runner section, and now starting on Walden's stories. Looks iffy.
Babysitting went well, I got 10 bucks, and now I'm blogging here.
later. Kels
Woke up espeically tired today. I don't know why
I"ve hermited Kali's locker so no more big books!
Web Design STILL NO COMPUTER
Alegbra, there was some black tarry stuff on my seat that I didn't notice until the end of class, until I stood up and realized it'd smeared---onmy white pants. I wore it all day.
German is okay still, it's a non stress class.
History is still great, I learned that Wal-mart's profit went up 10%, and because of this the stock market decided that the economy is improving because people are spending more (not that a lot more people are broke so they shop at wal-mart for the discounts), because of this inflation has gone down, along with gas prices. Also the flooding in the Mid-west didn't destroy the crops as previously expected. Infact Indina is having its 2nd biggest crop ever. So since we have an over abundance of food, food prices should go down, and Indiana might be able to get out of some debt.
Chemistry, just cooling my heels waiting for the scedule change, by the looks of it, I'll have Bio 4th period, which means I'll be swited out of US History, and I hope I can still have Burchfield, who has endeared himself to me.
Sixth period, I did my first improvasation, and loved it, surprisingly, must watch for developments
Seventh more English, finished Kite Runner section, and now starting on Walden's stories. Looks iffy.
Babysitting went well, I got 10 bucks, and now I'm blogging here.
later. Kels
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Third day!
Bus ride uneventful.
First period was okay, THEY STILL HAVEN'T FIXED MY COMPUTER FOR WEB PAGE DESIGN so I'm behind the class now. Goody.
Second period, I really think she is a bitch, trying to be resonable for the first week, get everyone on her side, and then I know she's going to go off
Frau misses chibi ;_____; I do too.
Fourth period, more US history, he opens the day with current events, maekse me realize stuff. Arnold Schwarznegger has run California into the ground 6 Billions, yes with a B, dollars in debt. To give you a clue, Indiana is only 3 mill. Yeah. He tried to pay all state workers minimum wage (5.45) even the judges, highway patrol, police officers. yeah, all the people making L.A. "safe" now has about as much motavation as a DQ worker. The treasure says he doesn't care what Arnold says, he's keeping pay the same. More to devlop later.
AP Chem. Can't wait to drop. I forgot my form today though, so tommorow
Lunch, eh, Dan's nice, but not interesting at all.
Jazz orchestra, gave her my old violin and my new one went missing in the classroom, apparently Murph assigned me and Jay the wrong locker, so ours were in the one above it, but we didn't have the combinantion, we had the combination of a locker that was opened and emptied out. Scary 15 mins.
A.P. lang had socratic semiar, I hate those, they never go well or intelligently and I rather just not talk through them. But while my mind wandered, it figuired out the significance of Amir and Sorya being sterile. Baba screwed Ali over, Amir screwed Hassan over, but since Amir doesn't have a child, no one's there to screw Sorhab over. Which is good, because I like the kid.
I don't know what I'm going to do with all these books, I need to find Kali's locker maybe or someone close by.
Went garage selling, looking for an exercise bike, but couldn't find any. I found a medallion that flips into a sun dial, which I think I love. Some chopsticks (the owner used to live in Japan) Also there was this metal capsule with holes in it, the top screwed off you put in tea leaves and let them soak, and it came with this really elegant pot, but I didn't have enough money for it. I also got a strand of fake pearls which I plan to craft into a purse strap. I babysat also, just for an hour nice and quiet finished my algebra, I'm staying on top of my homework, it's scary.
The Yoga thing is going good so are the exercise and the diet, I hope to lose 20 pounds by Christmas. And that's all for now. Later!
First period was okay, THEY STILL HAVEN'T FIXED MY COMPUTER FOR WEB PAGE DESIGN so I'm behind the class now. Goody.
Second period, I really think she is a bitch, trying to be resonable for the first week, get everyone on her side, and then I know she's going to go off
Frau misses chibi ;_____; I do too.
Fourth period, more US history, he opens the day with current events, maekse me realize stuff. Arnold Schwarznegger has run California into the ground 6 Billions, yes with a B, dollars in debt. To give you a clue, Indiana is only 3 mill. Yeah. He tried to pay all state workers minimum wage (5.45) even the judges, highway patrol, police officers. yeah, all the people making L.A. "safe" now has about as much motavation as a DQ worker. The treasure says he doesn't care what Arnold says, he's keeping pay the same. More to devlop later.
AP Chem. Can't wait to drop. I forgot my form today though, so tommorow
Lunch, eh, Dan's nice, but not interesting at all.
Jazz orchestra, gave her my old violin and my new one went missing in the classroom, apparently Murph assigned me and Jay the wrong locker, so ours were in the one above it, but we didn't have the combinantion, we had the combination of a locker that was opened and emptied out. Scary 15 mins.
A.P. lang had socratic semiar, I hate those, they never go well or intelligently and I rather just not talk through them. But while my mind wandered, it figuired out the significance of Amir and Sorya being sterile. Baba screwed Ali over, Amir screwed Hassan over, but since Amir doesn't have a child, no one's there to screw Sorhab over. Which is good, because I like the kid.
I don't know what I'm going to do with all these books, I need to find Kali's locker maybe or someone close by.
Went garage selling, looking for an exercise bike, but couldn't find any. I found a medallion that flips into a sun dial, which I think I love. Some chopsticks (the owner used to live in Japan) Also there was this metal capsule with holes in it, the top screwed off you put in tea leaves and let them soak, and it came with this really elegant pot, but I didn't have enough money for it. I also got a strand of fake pearls which I plan to craft into a purse strap. I babysat also, just for an hour nice and quiet finished my algebra, I'm staying on top of my homework, it's scary.
The Yoga thing is going good so are the exercise and the diet, I hope to lose 20 pounds by Christmas. And that's all for now. Later!
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Second Day
Bus is cool, we were some of the first ones on, didn't have to fight for a seat
Web design looks promising, I can work ahead in the class
Alegbra, I finished the homework already, teacher looks like a bitch
German, still love frau, iffy about group work
US History darling teacher, still optimistic, I love history
Chemistry Dropping it, adding Biology (zoology) I was going for botany, but I thought I'd leave that to Ver, besides my Animal Science class might come in handy
Lunch, sat with Dan, which is really going well, or really really bad.
Orchestra, someone wants to buy my violin, 100 bucks, Dad's getting guitar lessons, improv jazz is scaring the shit out of me
English, still iffy about it, but I haven't run into any problems.
Ride home okay
didn't have to babysit, but I might tomorrow. Yay money. I've been getting the urge to write. But now I've probably just jinks myself. It's almost 6 I have to eat again. Did I mention the diet and excersice thing? It's going good so far.
Web design looks promising, I can work ahead in the class
Alegbra, I finished the homework already, teacher looks like a bitch
German, still love frau, iffy about group work
US History darling teacher, still optimistic, I love history
Chemistry Dropping it, adding Biology (zoology) I was going for botany, but I thought I'd leave that to Ver, besides my Animal Science class might come in handy
Lunch, sat with Dan, which is really going well, or really really bad.
Orchestra, someone wants to buy my violin, 100 bucks, Dad's getting guitar lessons, improv jazz is scaring the shit out of me
English, still iffy about it, but I haven't run into any problems.
Ride home okay
didn't have to babysit, but I might tomorrow. Yay money. I've been getting the urge to write. But now I've probably just jinks myself. It's almost 6 I have to eat again. Did I mention the diet and excersice thing? It's going good so far.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!
sucked.
now for the long version.
First period we have Web Page Design. I wanted Computer Graphics, since GRAPHIC Design is the field I want to go into, but the class was filled, and I got Web page Design. But oh well, it can't hurt to learn html. I could pretty up this blog.
Second period is Honor Algebra 2. This is usually filled with sophmores who had taken the combined Geometry Alegbra class. I didn't, chosing to spread out the two classes over two years. Thus I'm the oldest one in my class, as well as the only non- I.B. student. The thing with extreme grade jockeys like these that if you all sign up for all the same advance classes you run into each other. Most of these kids had known each other since kindergarten, and are all so CHIPPER first thing in the morning.They're all also some version of blonde. I feel like the jaded dark hair old woman smoking black cigarettes in the corner of a french cafe.
Third Period I'm back with FRAU! I missed her so, the class doesn't look to bad either, quieter than last year.
Fourth is AP Chemistry. I didn't realize that you had to take regular chemistry before taking AP, so everything's way over my head, I've decided to drop.
Then AP US history. Taught be a dotty old man, and I'm going to love this class I can feel it. I love history, and it's taught by notes---IN OUTLINE FORM!
Lunch, there is no one, but I"m sitting with Dan, whom I met in art last year.Outlook seems hopeful.
Then jazz orchestra, that's living to all my great expectations, I even think there's some new friends to be made.
English has me with Brinda, and I"m off to a great start.
My sister and I missed the bus first thing in the morning, and thus didn't know where it was in the afternoon, meaning a quest like fucking camelot, trying to find it. Apparently our already over crowded bus, became so overcrowd that instead of filing the 10 leftovers on their own bus, they had to put more on the second bus, and now both buses are so equally overcrowded that I can't breath and it's fucking with my claustrophbia.
Also, my locker is in C hallway, I don't have any classes above J. So while all my classes are on one end of the building, my locker is on the other.
Wonderful.
but no classes in the freshman center this year. for which I'm thankful. PICTURES COMING SOON!
now for the long version.
First period we have Web Page Design. I wanted Computer Graphics, since GRAPHIC Design is the field I want to go into, but the class was filled, and I got Web page Design. But oh well, it can't hurt to learn html. I could pretty up this blog.
Second period is Honor Algebra 2. This is usually filled with sophmores who had taken the combined Geometry Alegbra class. I didn't, chosing to spread out the two classes over two years. Thus I'm the oldest one in my class, as well as the only non- I.B. student. The thing with extreme grade jockeys like these that if you all sign up for all the same advance classes you run into each other. Most of these kids had known each other since kindergarten, and are all so CHIPPER first thing in the morning.They're all also some version of blonde. I feel like the jaded dark hair old woman smoking black cigarettes in the corner of a french cafe.
Third Period I'm back with FRAU! I missed her so, the class doesn't look to bad either, quieter than last year.
Fourth is AP Chemistry. I didn't realize that you had to take regular chemistry before taking AP, so everything's way over my head, I've decided to drop.
Then AP US history. Taught be a dotty old man, and I'm going to love this class I can feel it. I love history, and it's taught by notes---IN OUTLINE FORM!
Lunch, there is no one, but I"m sitting with Dan, whom I met in art last year.Outlook seems hopeful.
Then jazz orchestra, that's living to all my great expectations, I even think there's some new friends to be made.
English has me with Brinda, and I"m off to a great start.
My sister and I missed the bus first thing in the morning, and thus didn't know where it was in the afternoon, meaning a quest like fucking camelot, trying to find it. Apparently our already over crowded bus, became so overcrowd that instead of filing the 10 leftovers on their own bus, they had to put more on the second bus, and now both buses are so equally overcrowded that I can't breath and it's fucking with my claustrophbia.
Also, my locker is in C hallway, I don't have any classes above J. So while all my classes are on one end of the building, my locker is on the other.
Wonderful.
but no classes in the freshman center this year. for which I'm thankful. PICTURES COMING SOON!
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Sunday, June 8, 2008
Soooo Sorry But Chibi's back!
Chibi is remaining elusive but I have reason to believe that she is back in the state *glances at comment*
Gym is making me so sore but I'm determine to get healthy this summer. That being said Dad hasn't been grocery shopping and it's hard to find healthy foods. But I'll pester him. I got these books 'The Detox Diet' about cutting foods that causes headaches, fatique, weight gain, irratibility, and s tress. All of which I've been suffering. Also a book about managing stress so I won't be tempted to comfort eat/binge again. And a book on Yoga, which is suppose to cause miracles. Soon I'll be on the job search and I can get this summer on a roll.
I've been neglecting my German and my Violin and now I feel guilty but I'll get to it. I always do.
I went to this meeting about financial aid for college. THe people were pushy and annoying and some how we signed up. I have a bad feeling about it. But it might be my general cold feet about college. Either way it's stressful. I haven't done my collage city, the cardboard is hard to work with and it's a bitch keeping everything semi-porpotional. Instead I think I'll embark on Collage Portraits on everyone (Chibi, Ver, Oogby, Ozlem EVEN THOUGH SHE'S ABANDONED US, and maybe Yue too). It'll be so much fun. Now off I go to bed to rest up for gym.
~Kelz
Gym is making me so sore but I'm determine to get healthy this summer. That being said Dad hasn't been grocery shopping and it's hard to find healthy foods. But I'll pester him. I got these books 'The Detox Diet' about cutting foods that causes headaches, fatique, weight gain, irratibility, and s tress. All of which I've been suffering. Also a book about managing stress so I won't be tempted to comfort eat/binge again. And a book on Yoga, which is suppose to cause miracles. Soon I'll be on the job search and I can get this summer on a roll.
I've been neglecting my German and my Violin and now I feel guilty but I'll get to it. I always do.
I went to this meeting about financial aid for college. THe people were pushy and annoying and some how we signed up. I have a bad feeling about it. But it might be my general cold feet about college. Either way it's stressful. I haven't done my collage city, the cardboard is hard to work with and it's a bitch keeping everything semi-porpotional. Instead I think I'll embark on Collage Portraits on everyone (Chibi, Ver, Oogby, Ozlem EVEN THOUGH SHE'S ABANDONED US, and maybe Yue too). It'll be so much fun. Now off I go to bed to rest up for gym.
~Kelz
Thursday, May 29, 2008
First Day Gone
First day of Summer Vacation!!!!! And the First day without Chibi. She's probably cruising through Illinois or Idaho right now, on the way to Vegas. My first day of freedom was pretty good. The burger king near me is hiring and I'm pretty sure I have a shot. I speak english, which is a plus in my favor looking at the staff. We went shopping at Target for bras. I got two Sports Bras for Gym this summer and two regular ones. Also this lovely Marilyn Monroe silkscreened T that I'm in love with. Kali also gave me her Marilyn hoodie as well. :)
But on the bad note I binged on a Mocha Ice Coffee and 4 donuts. BAD KELSEY. I've decided that the only way I'm going to stay on my diet is if I write down everything I eat and its calories so I can actually see what I put in myself rather than grazing mindlessly. Organization is the name of the game this summer, since I'm balancing Summer School, A Job, Skipping a Year in German, Writing, Blogging, Art-ing, and Not to mention eating healthy. So I decided to scedule my days so I won't feel overwhelm it seems like a great method. Also once I make some headway in my writing I"m going to start posting them on the blog, same with my collage comics. So watch this space. Ciao.
But on the bad note I binged on a Mocha Ice Coffee and 4 donuts. BAD KELSEY. I've decided that the only way I'm going to stay on my diet is if I write down everything I eat and its calories so I can actually see what I put in myself rather than grazing mindlessly. Organization is the name of the game this summer, since I'm balancing Summer School, A Job, Skipping a Year in German, Writing, Blogging, Art-ing, and Not to mention eating healthy. So I decided to scedule my days so I won't feel overwhelm it seems like a great method. Also once I make some headway in my writing I"m going to start posting them on the blog, same with my collage comics. So watch this space. Ciao.
Saturday, May 24, 2008
4 Days Till Chibi Leaves: A good Saturday
It was a pretty laid back Saturday. I chilled all day, feeling menstral and slightly bloated. Got some writing done, watched "Life Is Beautiful" which makes me cry, especially the Italian version, 'Chocolat' which I truly love, 'The Lives of Others', and 'Nikola' I think it's called both of which I find so moving. I've gotton a new idea for a story, it's sorta an Astrid/Ingrid & Vivanne/Anouk relationship with a bits of plot borrowed from Nikola, and the above movies. Concentrating on turning it into my own work. Also, I've given up on drawing comics, I'm not any good at it, but I've decided to go with the one artistic medium I seem to have a talent in: Collages. I'm going to make a comic out of various collages. Right now I'm deciding on whether to have each indivual frame a collage, or to make it like a movie set and just take different pictures and set them up as a frame. It'll be interesting either way, very mirrormasky.
Also I got a bathing suit today >.< As a woman I never enjoy bathing suit shopping, and as an overweight teenage girl bathing suit shopping for gym where she'll be stripping in front of a bunch of other girls in the locker room, well let's just say it was less than fun. I'm hiding as much leg as I can, getting the granny skirt and tank top. Still have flabby arms though, and now I'm going to have to shave. God the things I do for highschool credit. At least I'll be losing weight. Well I better go write some more if chibi is to have anything to read for Vegas. Ciao.
Also I got a bathing suit today >.< As a woman I never enjoy bathing suit shopping, and as an overweight teenage girl bathing suit shopping for gym where she'll be stripping in front of a bunch of other girls in the locker room, well let's just say it was less than fun. I'm hiding as much leg as I can, getting the granny skirt and tank top. Still have flabby arms though, and now I'm going to have to shave. God the things I do for highschool credit. At least I'll be losing weight. Well I better go write some more if chibi is to have anything to read for Vegas. Ciao.
Friday, May 23, 2008
5 Days till Chibi leaves: Finals and other Prepatory Measures
Today was our fifth period final: Computer Apps. Easy as fucking sin. Almost to easy. Gots me nervous. With monday off I should actaully be better prepare for the rest of Finals. Tuesday has me with English, or as I like to call the class, PETENTIOUS ASSHOLE COLLEGE STUDENT PREPATORY CLASS, along with Math (*shakes a little in her boots, well socks*), and Animal Science (only thing holding me back is my own laziness). Chibi, of course did Math today, to compensate for the day she won't be here. Tuesday, besides Intro to 2-D, Earth Space Science, and Ceramics, she's also doing German Final. Is that not a super girl or what? Both of us have no illusions over our educational prowness, and are praying for a 'D' and to not have to repeat the semester. Oh look how far the former 'gifted' students have fallen.
Right now, I'm complining a bag full of stuff for Chibi to take to Vegas. A couple of Atwater-Rhodes books, 'Green Angel', and the 'Don't Die Dragon Fly' Series, which I hope she'll like, and some of my own writings some of which will probably make her blush. muhaha. Not to mention a drawing pad and some penis...my god even my typos are dirty, I think I'm on my way to becoming a smut writer--PENCILS I mean. I'm including some character descritions as well, for inspiration. As for me, I'm sceduling my Summer Vacation to juggle summer school, a part time job, violin lessons, german lesson, and learning yoga and sewing. UGH. Nice Vacay yeah?
Right now, I'm complining a bag full of stuff for Chibi to take to Vegas. A couple of Atwater-Rhodes books, 'Green Angel', and the 'Don't Die Dragon Fly' Series, which I hope she'll like, and some of my own writings some of which will probably make her blush. muhaha. Not to mention a drawing pad and some penis...my god even my typos are dirty, I think I'm on my way to becoming a smut writer--PENCILS I mean. I'm including some character descritions as well, for inspiration. As for me, I'm sceduling my Summer Vacation to juggle summer school, a part time job, violin lessons, german lesson, and learning yoga and sewing. UGH. Nice Vacay yeah?
Thursday, May 22, 2008
6 days until Chibi leaves
As it turns out the Vegas trip is based upon a Bowling Tournament her Mommy's in. She'll be gone for almost an entire week. So I've decided to build a Chibi-Fun-Pack for her to take to Las Vegas. This will probably include some odds and ends to keep her entertained that I have aroudn the house, seeing as I'm broke this week. In return, she's offered to bring back the one thing I want the most:
Oh yes, that's right. A Las Vegas Snow Globe. EVERYWHERE I've seen this elusive souvenior. A desk decoration in many of CEO offices in movies, referenced a thousand times in books, and now, soon ON MY BEDSIDE TABLE MUHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.
With that being said, I hope Chibi has a wonderful time in Vegas, and makes nice to the Cavana boys. ;0
And good luck to you.......um....CHIBI'S MOM!
Oh yes, that's right. A Las Vegas Snow Globe. EVERYWHERE I've seen this elusive souvenior. A desk decoration in many of CEO offices in movies, referenced a thousand times in books, and now, soon ON MY BEDSIDE TABLE MUHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.
With that being said, I hope Chibi has a wonderful time in Vegas, and makes nice to the Cavana boys. ;0
And good luck to you.......um....CHIBI'S MOM!
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Seven Days.
It's now offically seven days before Chibi sets off for Las Vegas, and from there, summer vacation, and from there Herron High School. Thus I have started the 'Days Without Chibi' blog, so her stalking shall not be hindered by distance. And thus I open:
DAYS WITHOUT CHIBI *cracks champagne bottle*
DAYS WITHOUT CHIBI *cracks champagne bottle*
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