Well Shit

I've failed two classes, English and Math, but whatever, I've passed all the classes that matter. I'll just make them up in the summer, since I'm not going for the acedemic honor diploma, I don't need chemistry, so whatever ya? It'll be fun. I've exercise for a half hour today, I've decided that I would give the 4:30am wake-up work out call a shot. If that bitch on Biggest Losers can... Also, googled Bally, it's filing bankruptcy, but Cardinal Fitness has great couple rates, so I might just piggy back on to dad's membership. I also intend to get my drivers permit this week, and hopefully get a second job by the end of january, that'll let me work 6-10 so I can continue babysitting. I don't know if they'll let me without a work permit, but I can fake one just fine. Being busy could do nothing but good for me, it's the free time that's crippling me. This christmas, I'm hopign for enough money for a Sansa Clip, which looks ACE man. Oh! I'm keeping a food diary as well, so it would be harder for me to impulse eat. Chibi is coming over for New Years, and I don't know what to give her yet, I'm out of funds, the books I sold to half price only came up to 21 bucks, such a rip off, there was 80$ worth of books in there. Kali gave 47 books and only got 20 dollars though, so whatev. New Semester, New Day, I only can imagine how dad will react once he sees my grades, but what can he do? It's all in the pass now
I've been listening to a lot of 90's grunge rock, I'm such a fucking cliche, but I love myself <3 and fuck all the rest yeah?
We're going to Ohio for Christmas, and I can tell dad is hoping for a huge snow storm so he can stay home, he hates the memories. I hate people and don't want to go, but Mamaw wants me there and I'll be there goddammit. Then we're going to Kentucky for Christmas Day Dinner, which I can tell dad is looking forward too, but I'm dreading .Sure, Pawpaw is endeared to me like no other, but I Really Don't Want To Go. I will anyway, and try to be charming, bring a book, that jazz.
Biggest Loser New Season starts on Tuesday, January 6th. I don't know how long it runs, let me check. Okay no information, but if there's weigh ins every week, and there's usually 16 contestants, and 3 finalist, plus final episodes, it should be about 14 weeks, or 3 months, that seems adaquate enough to lose about 15 pounds no? My goal then: 15 punds in 14 weeks. I'm also signing up for the website, for encouragement. Lord knows I'm not getting it here. Maybe dad will change his tune once I drag him to the gym enough. He has a new girlfriend, maybe he'll indulge me if he wants to look good for her. I've been rambling
Love to ya,
Kelsey