Well.

I'm still shitty, and I have an orchestra concert tonight, I thought I'd have time for homework, but i forgot about the concert. I'm exhausted with that tight around the eye feel that comes with it. So far I have:
11 out assignments in US and a 3 week late term paper....make that 4 weeks
a paper and 6 journals for English.
7 assignments for math.

All of which is due Thursday tops. It all sucks, and I'm overwhelmed and tired and need help and just want to sleep. This is a concept foreign to my father, who when faced with challenges, face them with a steadfastness, determinedness unknown in most people. If he's in debt or laid off, he'll search tiredlessly for a job to pay if off, if his homelife is too busy, he'll find a way to make it work. Here he would just make the equation Too Much Work+Small amount of time to do it in=Stay up all night, and work as hard as you need to to finish it in time. Not that he would ever be in this situation to begin with, with his superior work ethic.
God I'm so tired, I hope I can just go to the concert, leave as soon as we finished playing and sleep. Maybe outline/draft my papers, and finish my homework earlier in the morning. I don't know, and I don't care. I don't think I care about anything anymore, and I'm beginning to realize how hopeless the situation is.